National Service!!

[GOV] service really sux till the max!!!
It cost me RM1.00 to check whether i've choosen for the NS!!!
i dont mind to pay for it..
im not that stingy though...
but Smth really irritates me is that tekan 1 for blablabla...
tekan 2 for blablabla....tekan 3 for blablabla...
this stuff really sux...
just to check some minor thg
but it took bout 5 SMS to get smth i want!!!
thats too over!!!and I REALLY MEANT IT!!!!*gosh*
i'll leave here asap if i could affort it!!!

back to the point....

finally i receive the msg n it say *harap maaf , 920410-07-**** tidak dipilih*
whooooooo........
im dishartened.............
all my hope gone......*crushed*
u can know hw badly i wanted to go for NS....*haiz*
some of my friends had been selected...
but they still dont want to go....
i wish i could replace them.....*full of jealousy*
i really dont understand why they dun want to go...
this is such a GREAT opportunity to learn to be more independant , responsibility , more courage..........
too much good for this...
and its only happen once in our entire life....
not too long and only for 3 month or mayb less....
except for those are joining armed force...*grhhh*

i've decide to apply for the voluntery form...
but i've no idea about that...
i dunno where to get it...
hw i get it...
who to get from.......blablabla...*rubbish*

anyone can help me.....???
i just wanna know where to get the form....
bless me??
lol....thx lot~